They told the publication: 'Although she loyally stood by him in public, Liz was humiliated by what happened when he was on Strictly. Another term for suicide is self-destruction.

She said she wasn't yet clear on the ways and means, but the demolition of the site of the tragedy remained a long-term goal on her to-do list.

She always knew he was a bit old school, and actually liked the fact he seemed rough round the edges.

But his new BBC show All At Sea, which sees him and fellow Welsh star Joanna Page touring their favourite spots in their home country, is continuing to air, with the first episode released in the middle of the furore on Monday night.

Stephen 'tWitch' Boss' widow Allison Holker, 36, says she wants to purchase - and tear down - the Encino, California motel he tragically took his life at more than two years ago.

'We could feel his electromagnetic force field in the sky and inside in the lights that flickered in response to questions and comments we'd pose to him. 



In the forthcoming book - which Boss' family has clashed with Holker over - the widow of the star said that in the wake of her spouse's death, 'it was obvious to [her] that Stephen was trying to communicate with' her and their family at the Encino home they lived in, which was not too far from the motel he died at.

Wynne broke his silence on the claims with a statement on Tuesday, saying he had agreed with the BBC to 'take some time out' from his radio show and the Strictly live tour 'to prioritise my wellbeing'.

She just assumed it was all part of his charm.

When I went through a marriage break-up my depression really kicked in and I just spiralled'. 'And as wild as this sounds, the electricity became moody, acting up without rhyme or reason.







'I don't know how, and I don't care how much money it costs, but my goal is to buy it and tear it down,' the So You Think You Can Dance personality said in her controversial memoir.

Holker seen in NYC last September 

The mom-of-three had just celebrated her ninth wedding anniversary with the professional dancer, DJ and TV personality, who appeared on Ellen DeGeneres' former daytime talk show, thrill kill at the time of his passing.

'We're coping together, and that requires trust and being really vulnerable.' 'I'm trying to teach them - and myself - that if you're angry or sad, it doesn't mean you're a bad person,' Holker told the outlet.

But the fruit is all I want.'  On days when he doesn't cheat, Kennedy wrote 'victory' to signify that he resisted sexual temptation, and on a November 5, 2001, entry, reportedly wrote: 'I'm like Adam and live in Eden, and I can have everything but the fruit.

After the divorce he was forced to leave the family home he shared with their kids daughter Ismay, and son, Taliesin - moving into a 'sad' derelict house with boarded up windows in Cardiff as that was all he could afford at the time.

'It was very difficult for Liz, but she continued to back him throughout the rest of the contest, often being seen in the audience enthusiastically applauding him right up to him being knocked out in Blackpool week in November.





Speaking about his battle with depression and anxiety, Wynne explained that 'it's been really good for me to have a reboot.

'Maybe build in its place a beautiful dance studio.'

Separately, three women also working at the organization have claimed they had romantic relationships with Kennedy in the last year  Kennedy's Children's Health Defense nonprofit allegedly paid nearly $1 million to an accuser who also worked at the organization.





'We had our nightly ritual of sitting in the hot tub, under the stars, and conversing with Stephen,' Holker said in the book.

Holker shared three kids with her late spouse of nine years - daughter Weslie, 16, (who Boss adopted); son Maddox, eight; and daughter Zaia, five.

There could be anything that can trigger suicide. Weslie or I would walk into a room, turn on the light and ... That would include depression, a lost love one, not being loved, divorce, and losing everything you own.



Despite his tumultuous time on Strictly, Liz supported Wynne throughout his time on the show and was often spotted cheering him on from the audience and sharing a sweet snap of them together, where she gushed she was 'proud' of him.



'Maddox and Zaia, who rarely bickered, suddenly started behaving very disagreeably toward each other,' Holker said.

The anxiety started when I was a kid.

Wynne's co-host and friend Joanna barely referenced him in a new post promoting the series, which she referred to as 'my show' and only included him in one image - leading to speculation she has cut him out.